On this date, I had been incorporating the shielding and grounding exercise that Lord Mammon prescribed the day before, and found the results satisfactory. Perhaps for this reason, I was in a very good mood prior to the invocation.
All preparations in order, I began the ritual.
I am here.
I am ready to teach you something of the way to summon all things you desire.
There is a truth you must allow; it is that there are 2 things holding you to this material plane.
The first is that you are bound by the strictures of time and space; and the second is that you are constrained by the coils of mortality.
These things you must accept, and move forward.
The lesson is this: When you request an item, you must make yourself the owner of the concept, the idea, of the item. It must be yours, in your very soul. Think upon it, play with it, imagine it. Touch it in your thoughts.
It must be real to you, more real than the air you breathe, the ground you walk upon, the items you touch. Make your imaginings powerful, longing, powerful as lust.
What about love interests and health concerns?
All is tangible upon this plane. Love is a feeling, it touches you within; health is a reality, it effects your very existence. Think on them as things.
Can one manifest a more youthful appearance, and an extended lifespan in the same manner?
Yes, this can also be done, this is also a part of reality.
Make the desire for youth and longevity part of your daily practice, and you will see results. You already have, to an extent.
But remember in the end you will die, as surely as all who have come before, albeit at a greater age than most.
(Here I asked a question about a private concern, redacted. I realize the answer may not make sense contextually, sorry.)
Yes, you would be; and we are already working on a solution to that problem. Your request has been made manifest to the universe, and the universe is in agreement. Soon. But be prepared for the cost. We, the gods, can help you throughout, but you must keep an open communication throughout as well. Trust in me.
(At this point, although it was pretty late in the game and we had done multiple rituals in my closet space prior, I felt compelled to ask whether the current ritual space was adequate.)
Yes, this is satisfactory. We make do.
Is there anything more you would like to tell me?
Yes. Keep your wits about you. Be cognizant of the works and acts of others who work against you. Keep your shielding/grounding practices. This too shall pass, but there will always be other challenges arising. But keep the faith.
(Here I sensed him smiling; he was being sincere, but also found humor in the irony of his statement. I grinned as well.)
Thank you!!
You are welcome. There is one more thing: You will be getting what you want soon. Follow the path prescribed, and you will (redacted) as you wish. We are with you! We are one. Call upon me and I am there. That is all.
Notes:
I think everyone, at one point, has wished for physical immortality. I must admit, the idea has been attractive to me as well; but of course there are deep ethical and philosophical issue involved with the concept. Do you wish to be the only immortal, living on and on as your peers and relatives fall; or do you want EVERYONE to live on and on, never suffering a natural demise as the planet becomes blanketed with our kind? And should every species be immortal as well, or just the humans? Etc., on and on the arguments weave.
On one occasion, I was permitted the opportunity to converse with an esteemed guide, a denizen of the City of the Nephilim, and asked him if it was possible to cheat death. "We are all dead," he replied dryly, waving his hand at the surrounding City. Nevertheless, the fantasy of the possibility of physical immortality had persisted in a tiny corner of my thoughts.
Lord Mammon's lesson is immutable. Reality is plastic, and we can mold it to our desires. New channels will carve outward from the riverbeds, weather will change, people will change (or be exchanged), wealth will flow into your pockets, your health will improve, you will live a long and fruitful life... but you cannot reverse the flow of Time, or escape the inevitability of Death.
Such is Life, and such is this material plane.
But please do not let the inevitability of timelines leave you sad, or dejected, dear reader. Despite the fact that the molecules of our body of flesh will pass on, be assured, Immortality resides within us all. If this fact has not made itself manifest to you at this point in your existence, well... let's just say at some point it will.
Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Thursday, March 26, 2020
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Day 17- 1/3/2020 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
When I performed the invocation on this date, I experienced a sense of mental interference, almost electrical in nature, like the "snow" pattern on an old television. An anesthetic fuzziness. I could tell it was an outside influence, something intruding. After I had written the first two sentences, the message garbled and I had to stop, cross out my nonsensical notes, and entreat Lord Mammon to bring me clarity and protect me from whatever was interfering.
After that, the invocation proceeded without interruption.
I am here.
There are 2 things I wish to speak to you about. The first is that you are doing well. I have been observing your meditations and they are to my liking.
Add therefore one more item to your list of meditation practices; keep your mind focused on what you desire and it will come to pass. Keep your eyes forward, looking to the thing you most require and you will see fruit. It will come to pass. Do not be discouraged.
Lord Mammon, I often have trouble finding the time to perform things that are necessary.
You will make time. Speak and it will be done. Say “I need the time to accomplish this or that,” and the time will be allotted. It is not difficult.
Now to the second thing. You need to be aware that there are forces working against you, they are aware of what you are doing and are opposed.
How will I protect myself against them?
Shielding and grounding, calling upon me, and upon those who have protected you in the past.
How does one shield?
Face the east. Draw a cross before you.
(Here he placed a vision in my head of the formation of the cross, which I drew in my notes. The cross starts at top center; draw straight down. Draw back up to top center, then draw a diagonal down to the right. Draw straight across to the left. This makes a “plus” sign rather than a traditional barred cross. A diagram is posted below.)
Say “ I invoke the power of (spirit's name) and their protection.” Repeat to the 4 quarters.
Is it beneficial to call upon a protective spirit such as the Goetikon for this?
Yes, but it is best to call upon those you have worked with in the past.
What do you mean by grounding?
It is to call the energies of the earth into you, from your feet up to your crown. You will feel it rising and calming you.
(At this time I expressed my anger and a wish to confront and destroy those unknown entities who were actively opposing me. I desired to call upon my allies and go on an astral, a spiritual, hunting party so to speak.)
Do not address them at this time. The secret is invisibility and subterfuge. If they are not aware of you, they can’t act accordingly.
Thank you for helping me!
You are welcome. Continue writing; if you are blocked, ask for help. Shield and ground prior, and prior to any undertaking you require assistance in. Push forward. Do not be afraid. You are in good hands.
Can you help me with the Tarot?
I can assist you with the Tarot, ask and I will give you lessons. You are much further along the path than you realize. You are gifted, but don’t let it go to your head. Learn every day, be a student and a teacher if the opportunity arises.
Can you teach me how to use the pendulum?
The pendulum is easily taught; it is intuitive, but you must sanctify and shield prior to avoid outside influence.
To fulfill my vow, are blogging, YouTube, and music ok?
Yes. Do all these things.
(At this time he asked me to lie down and he worked within me again. When he was done, he released me and was gone.)
Notes:
When I said I was angry, I meant I was enraged. I have been spiritually attacked in the past, and before I knew how to counteract the influence, I suffered, and my family suffered. Upon gaining further knowledge, I began to fight back against these attacks with every weapon at my disposal, and every spirit that I could call upon for help. Each of these spirits has remained a valuable and beloved ally to me. In fact, one of them actually came to me offering his help in destroying an enemy, which I gladly accepted. If that spirit allows, I will eventually write a post about that ravenous murderous sortie through the astral and the glorious victory that ensued.
THAT was what I desired, but in the wisdom of Lord Mammon, that was not the correct response to this situation. I sense there is a very good reason for this guidance.
Utilize Lord Mammon's shielding ritual as you feel led. Be sure to thank him for it.
In closing, never underestimate the power of the spoken word, to good or bad effect. If merely stating to the universe "I need the time to accomplish this or that" can effectively open your schedule; imagine what damage self-deprecating remarks can do to your psyche.
Be good to yourself, o reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
After that, the invocation proceeded without interruption.
I am here.
There are 2 things I wish to speak to you about. The first is that you are doing well. I have been observing your meditations and they are to my liking.
Add therefore one more item to your list of meditation practices; keep your mind focused on what you desire and it will come to pass. Keep your eyes forward, looking to the thing you most require and you will see fruit. It will come to pass. Do not be discouraged.
Lord Mammon, I often have trouble finding the time to perform things that are necessary.
You will make time. Speak and it will be done. Say “I need the time to accomplish this or that,” and the time will be allotted. It is not difficult.
Now to the second thing. You need to be aware that there are forces working against you, they are aware of what you are doing and are opposed.
How will I protect myself against them?
Shielding and grounding, calling upon me, and upon those who have protected you in the past.
How does one shield?
Face the east. Draw a cross before you.
(Here he placed a vision in my head of the formation of the cross, which I drew in my notes. The cross starts at top center; draw straight down. Draw back up to top center, then draw a diagonal down to the right. Draw straight across to the left. This makes a “plus” sign rather than a traditional barred cross. A diagram is posted below.)
Say “ I invoke the power of (spirit's name) and their protection.” Repeat to the 4 quarters.
Is it beneficial to call upon a protective spirit such as the Goetikon for this?
Yes, but it is best to call upon those you have worked with in the past.
What do you mean by grounding?
It is to call the energies of the earth into you, from your feet up to your crown. You will feel it rising and calming you.
(At this time I expressed my anger and a wish to confront and destroy those unknown entities who were actively opposing me. I desired to call upon my allies and go on an astral, a spiritual, hunting party so to speak.)
Do not address them at this time. The secret is invisibility and subterfuge. If they are not aware of you, they can’t act accordingly.
Thank you for helping me!
You are welcome. Continue writing; if you are blocked, ask for help. Shield and ground prior, and prior to any undertaking you require assistance in. Push forward. Do not be afraid. You are in good hands.
Can you help me with the Tarot?
I can assist you with the Tarot, ask and I will give you lessons. You are much further along the path than you realize. You are gifted, but don’t let it go to your head. Learn every day, be a student and a teacher if the opportunity arises.
Can you teach me how to use the pendulum?
The pendulum is easily taught; it is intuitive, but you must sanctify and shield prior to avoid outside influence.
To fulfill my vow, are blogging, YouTube, and music ok?
Yes. Do all these things.
(At this time he asked me to lie down and he worked within me again. When he was done, he released me and was gone.)
Notes:
When I said I was angry, I meant I was enraged. I have been spiritually attacked in the past, and before I knew how to counteract the influence, I suffered, and my family suffered. Upon gaining further knowledge, I began to fight back against these attacks with every weapon at my disposal, and every spirit that I could call upon for help. Each of these spirits has remained a valuable and beloved ally to me. In fact, one of them actually came to me offering his help in destroying an enemy, which I gladly accepted. If that spirit allows, I will eventually write a post about that ravenous murderous sortie through the astral and the glorious victory that ensued.
THAT was what I desired, but in the wisdom of Lord Mammon, that was not the correct response to this situation. I sense there is a very good reason for this guidance.
Utilize Lord Mammon's shielding ritual as you feel led. Be sure to thank him for it.
In closing, never underestimate the power of the spoken word, to good or bad effect. If merely stating to the universe "I need the time to accomplish this or that" can effectively open your schedule; imagine what damage self-deprecating remarks can do to your psyche.
Be good to yourself, o reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
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| The Cross of Shielding |
Thursday, March 19, 2020
Day 16- 1/2/2020 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
Earlier in the day, I returned to the gold merchant to purchase the bullion I had ordered. When I arrived, the person I had spoken to the day before had a furtive, skeevy air about him, and I knew immediately he had not fulfilled my request. He went into the back of the store and brought out other less-satisfactory items, in an attempt to replace what I had ordered. I politely declined and took my leave of the place, never to return.
That evening, I returned the cash to its place with the other offerings and performed the ritual.
I am here. Listen to my words. You are doing well, I am pleased with you.
I apologize; I could not purchase the gift for you as I was planning.
Yes, the gold; you will find a suitable place to purchase it. I agree the shop was not to be trusted.
I would have you listen. Be wary of those who would come to you pretending to be friendly. Not all who confess friendship are true. You will know who is a true friend. I will show you. That is my warning to you.
These books I have shown you, study them and put them into practice. This should start today. (He had introduced further reading material via my YouTube feed.)
Should I transcribe the books from the audio, or should I buy them outright?
Yes, transcribe or buy. Buying is better; that is a law of commerce. The flow, in and out, of wealth.
The book (my novel) is important, the book will catapult you to greatness. Take heed and mark my words, I will assist and propel you to greatness.
Thank you Lord Mammon!!
You are quite welcome.
Remember your vows. Perform them when the time is right. I will be with you. Hearken to me, call upon me and I will answer. You are my protégé. I will not abandon you.
Lord Mammon, will I be able to invoke you after the 21 days are done?
Yes, but not the same way. We will have a clearer path. You will see.
Ok, thank you.
You are welcome, and that is all.
Notes:
Sometimes when you first meet a person, you receive a flash of knowing about them. This could be a flash of "hey, this is an ok person" or a flash of "there is something a little off about this person, beware." In my opinion, never overlook that intuitive sign of warning, fleeting though it may be. It can be very tempting to overlook one small spot on an otherwise attractive apple, but if you do, you may find yourself with a disgusting worm in your mouth. Of course, the nuanced nature of some of these potential life-lessons can make the wormy spot pretty hard to detect... and that's why they sometimes end up being life lessons rather than fortuitous forks in the road. Trust your guides and guardians; and obviously the use of divination cannot be understated.
Lord Mammon's admonition to be wary of false friends was, of course, timely. A reminder to keep the circle of trust small and tight. There is great virtue in reticence; and as an avowed Satanist, you better believe I know a thing or two about virtue.
Thank you for reading thus far, and may your day be a pleasant one.
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
Day 15- 1/1/2020 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
New Year's Day. On this date, I took money that I had saved and set aside to buy a gift for Lord Mammon; namely, a bar of gold bullion. Not a huge one, I was looking for one around 5 grams in size. However, the gold/silver merchant in my town (surprisingly open on this date) did not have what I was looking for. The seller promised he could order what I wanted, with instructions to return the next day and pick it up. I had meant this to be a surprise offering to Lord Mammon, but obviously you cannot surprise a deity- especially not one that you have bonded with in this particularly intimate manner. I took the cash and laid it out with the other ritual offerings. The invocation commenced.
I am here.
I love what you have done for me. You are pleasing me quite well. Thank you for the gift; It is well, it pleases me. That is good.
That makes me happy. What shall I do with the offerings after the invocation cycle is complete, should I retain them all?
Yes, leave them in a place sanctified for me, dedicated to me. I will give instructions on further use if needed.
Now to the matter at hand- I need you to make a promise that you will continue in your meditations after the 21 days are finished.
I will.
Good. This will enhance your ability to do all, not just wealth management. This will keep your mind focused and refine your inner body. You will see results quite soon. Quite, quite soon. I will be with you even then.
Continue in your writing, and finish the book as soon as possible. We will have all prepared for you when it is done. Make edits, refine as needed. I will be with you.
Is it ok to ask you for assistance?
Yes, call on me.
Lord Mammon, I was wondering about exercises to increase one's focus. Akelta Wild (of Satan and Suns) said that this could enhance magical abilities. Do you have an exercise to recommend?
Yes. Try making a square in your mind and holding it there as long as possible. The square can be blue or yellow. Do this as an exercise when you have free moments. You will find your focus improving dramatically. This is good, a good question.
Continue, and I will be with you. Carry on, I will go.
We will speak of things tomorrow. Give your full attention. That is all.
Notes:
Once again, Lord Mammon emphasized the importance of regular meditation. Starting to see a pattern here?
If you have any doubts about the efficacy of performing the simple focus exercise he gave me, try it. It is no walk in the park, my friend. A square in your mind's eye, blue or yellow, focused on to the exclusion of all else as long as you can. A form of mental Trataka meditation; it is maddening. It may help if you draw or print out a square in those colors and start by focusing on that, then progressing. Good luck.
Finally, disclaimer: I am not affiliated in anyway with Ms. Wild or the Satan and Suns organization, but I find them to be a very valuable resource. Shout out!
Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
I am here.
I love what you have done for me. You are pleasing me quite well. Thank you for the gift; It is well, it pleases me. That is good.
That makes me happy. What shall I do with the offerings after the invocation cycle is complete, should I retain them all?
Yes, leave them in a place sanctified for me, dedicated to me. I will give instructions on further use if needed.
Now to the matter at hand- I need you to make a promise that you will continue in your meditations after the 21 days are finished.
I will.
Good. This will enhance your ability to do all, not just wealth management. This will keep your mind focused and refine your inner body. You will see results quite soon. Quite, quite soon. I will be with you even then.
Continue in your writing, and finish the book as soon as possible. We will have all prepared for you when it is done. Make edits, refine as needed. I will be with you.
Is it ok to ask you for assistance?
Yes, call on me.
Lord Mammon, I was wondering about exercises to increase one's focus. Akelta Wild (of Satan and Suns) said that this could enhance magical abilities. Do you have an exercise to recommend?
Yes. Try making a square in your mind and holding it there as long as possible. The square can be blue or yellow. Do this as an exercise when you have free moments. You will find your focus improving dramatically. This is good, a good question.
Continue, and I will be with you. Carry on, I will go.
We will speak of things tomorrow. Give your full attention. That is all.
Notes:
Once again, Lord Mammon emphasized the importance of regular meditation. Starting to see a pattern here?
If you have any doubts about the efficacy of performing the simple focus exercise he gave me, try it. It is no walk in the park, my friend. A square in your mind's eye, blue or yellow, focused on to the exclusion of all else as long as you can. A form of mental Trataka meditation; it is maddening. It may help if you draw or print out a square in those colors and start by focusing on that, then progressing. Good luck.
Finally, disclaimer: I am not affiliated in anyway with Ms. Wild or the Satan and Suns organization, but I find them to be a very valuable resource. Shout out!
Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Day 14- 12/31/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
This evening, I presented Lord Mammon with the storyline I had created for the book. Once again, I have redacted a few items for privacy's sake, including my first name, which the spirit addressed me by for the first time. The invocation commenced.
I am here. I am pleased! I enjoy what you have written and the plot is well thought out. I would like you to include something about the (redacted).
Would you tell me more about the (redacted item)?
I would. But that will come later. Let us speak of your daily practices. I would that you keep the meditation schedule without fail.
Is something to be added?
No. But please make every session an exercise in Glory. Be glorified in them. See yourself as a glorious being, with worlds to command at your fingertips. Make yourself great, see yourself great. Only then will you break free of what is holding you back.
I will.
Good. Be a true person, (here he said my given name) Be true to YOU. Follow your heart’s desire and all will come to you. Do not be Afraid.
Be STRONG. PUSH YOURSELF TO GREATNESS. (he emphasized these statements strongly) None will do this for you, you must do this yourself.
(Here we had a very emotional conversation, in which I shamefully admitted that I had a little fear of him. He told me "Conquer your fear", very matter of factly. I then asked if he had introduced the “Little Red Book” to me that day.)
Yes. Sit before me, let me speak.
(He then spoke to me of the importance of self love. He also said that the waves of power sent out during the meditations are a "web" that I cast, like a net, to draw the riches of the Universe to me. “All good things,” I believe the quote was. Then he filled me with love from him, and was gone.)
Notes:
The "Little Red Book," written in the 1930's, is a tiny treatise on personal manifestation. Despite some archaic references, the pamphlet presents a no-frills exercise for application of Will. This was something I had wanted for a long time, simplicity of concept. The pamphlet can be purchased online from various outlets, and is inexpensive. It can also be heard in its entirety on Youtube. Highly recommended.
When Lord Mammon requested me to sit and listen, on this occasion and others, I did not take notes. I just went from kneeling to sitting, and listened. On this occasion, he made a point to emphasize my need to love myself, to feel love flowing into me, and to feel it filling my inner body. Within everyone resides a god, which has been referenced as the "Higher Self" by some, and by Golden Dawn-style practitioners as the "Holy Guardian Angel" or HGA (not to be confused with your true guardian angel, should you be so endowed). This inflowing of love is indeed a form of worship, and is not only very beneficial to this inner god, but also unto you and your personality on this alchemical journey of Life.
May you be filled with Love, so much that it overflows from you upon all you meet, and all that you do. Thank you for reading thus far, and may your day be a pleasant one.
I am here. I am pleased! I enjoy what you have written and the plot is well thought out. I would like you to include something about the (redacted).
Would you tell me more about the (redacted item)?
I would. But that will come later. Let us speak of your daily practices. I would that you keep the meditation schedule without fail.
Is something to be added?
No. But please make every session an exercise in Glory. Be glorified in them. See yourself as a glorious being, with worlds to command at your fingertips. Make yourself great, see yourself great. Only then will you break free of what is holding you back.
I will.
Good. Be a true person, (here he said my given name) Be true to YOU. Follow your heart’s desire and all will come to you. Do not be Afraid.
Be STRONG. PUSH YOURSELF TO GREATNESS. (he emphasized these statements strongly) None will do this for you, you must do this yourself.
(Here we had a very emotional conversation, in which I shamefully admitted that I had a little fear of him. He told me "Conquer your fear", very matter of factly. I then asked if he had introduced the “Little Red Book” to me that day.)
Yes. Sit before me, let me speak.
(He then spoke to me of the importance of self love. He also said that the waves of power sent out during the meditations are a "web" that I cast, like a net, to draw the riches of the Universe to me. “All good things,” I believe the quote was. Then he filled me with love from him, and was gone.)
Notes:
The "Little Red Book," written in the 1930's, is a tiny treatise on personal manifestation. Despite some archaic references, the pamphlet presents a no-frills exercise for application of Will. This was something I had wanted for a long time, simplicity of concept. The pamphlet can be purchased online from various outlets, and is inexpensive. It can also be heard in its entirety on Youtube. Highly recommended.
When Lord Mammon requested me to sit and listen, on this occasion and others, I did not take notes. I just went from kneeling to sitting, and listened. On this occasion, he made a point to emphasize my need to love myself, to feel love flowing into me, and to feel it filling my inner body. Within everyone resides a god, which has been referenced as the "Higher Self" by some, and by Golden Dawn-style practitioners as the "Holy Guardian Angel" or HGA (not to be confused with your true guardian angel, should you be so endowed). This inflowing of love is indeed a form of worship, and is not only very beneficial to this inner god, but also unto you and your personality on this alchemical journey of Life.
May you be filled with Love, so much that it overflows from you upon all you meet, and all that you do. Thank you for reading thus far, and may your day be a pleasant one.
Saturday, March 14, 2020
Day 13- 12/30/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
On this date, I failed. I spent the entire day not doing what Lord Mammon required, i.e. writing the outline to the book idea I had presented to him, but rather futzing around performing busy-work. When I began the invocation ritual, I knew that I had screwed up. I was planning to apologize and ask if I could get it done the next day, but this was something that Lord Mammon would not tolerate. He would not let me off the hook, and made me invoke him twice that night in order to fix my mistake.
Invocation #1:
I am here. I must speak to you of one thing. You have not fulfilled your end of the bargain. You have not written the outline of the book or even started to.
How can I bring success to you if you don’t even try for yourself?
I am sorry.
I know. I need you to do this as a show of good faith. I want you to succeed, and I want you working to succeed. Do this and speak to me again.
Do you want me to invoke you again when I am done?
Yes.
I will.
Be strong and maintain your disciplines. I am with you. I hold you in high esteem. Do not forget this; continue. That is all, I bid you farewell. Do what I have asked.
Invocation #2:
I like it! It needs to be finished, thought through, but the foundation is there. I like the thought of the [REDACTED].
(Here I mentioned an idea I had for a sub-plot in the book)
That sounds like a good plan. An agreement to be reached. I am pleased. Come back to me with more tonight. Good.
I am glad to see this creative side of you come out. Do not have fears about this project, I am with you.
That is all.
Notes:
If you constantly need to have your feet held to the fire, you had better prepare yourself for burnt feet.
I felt like such a piece of crap for my failure, I can't even describe it. You had better believe I was writing that outline as soon as I had put my ritual items away. Lickety-split. The sound of kind-hearted disappointment in his voice was devastating, way more devastating than if he had just yelled at me in anger. I actually feel sad and ashamed right now, remembering that moment.
And his praise when I invoked him the second time? That got me too.
Don't shirk your work, should you contemplate being a work-shirker. At the end of the day, you can always expect your workload to compound, and someone to be disappointed.
Carry on, dear reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Day 12- 12/29/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
Prior to the invocation, per Lord Mammon's request, I had written out a list of things that I wanted to accomplish. At the top of this list was the idea I had been kicking around for a book, a novel. It was more of a loose theme than even a solid concept at that time, but I still wished to present it as a goal. From this point forward, I will unfortunately start redacting some content in order to maintain the integrity of the upcoming work. Please bear with me; this will in no wise detract from the wisdom of Lord Mammon, but rather will protect some intellectual property. I hope you understand.
The ritual began.
I am here. What have you brought for me?
(Here I presented the book idea.)
I think that is a great idea! Flesh it out, in outlines and storyboards, make the plot defined from beginning to end with characters defined and named. The names can change. This can be sent to a book publisher for confirmation.
Will I need an agent?
Perhaps but we will get to that when the time comes. The important thing is to concentrate on the idea.
Back to the book- push it out as quickly as the ideas come to you and we will get it going. It will be a success, a best seller. Do this. We will work on the other projects at a later time.
As to the question, I see.
(Here he gave an answer to a personal question, which I have redacted.)
Keep up your meditations. Focus on the things you want; don’t forget you are drawing them close to you, they are yours, all you have to do is grasp them and make them your own.
That is all.
Notes:
Lord Mammon wanted me to bring an outline of the book to him at the next invocation. I did not write this in my notes, another failing.
He was very enthusiastic about the book, which I found very refreshing and gratifying. Once again, I was surprised by the feedback received from the deity. I never expected him to, for one, thank me for anything, or even less to give me words of encouragement and what amounted to a pat on the back.
He continued to stress the importance of my twice-daily meditations... which should indicate, dear reader, the value of this practice. At the close of this series, I will compile all of his teachings on the subject, as well as other ritual practices in a single post we can reference. But let's continue on this journey for now.
Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
The ritual began.
I am here. What have you brought for me?
(Here I presented the book idea.)
I think that is a great idea! Flesh it out, in outlines and storyboards, make the plot defined from beginning to end with characters defined and named. The names can change. This can be sent to a book publisher for confirmation.
Will I need an agent?
Perhaps but we will get to that when the time comes. The important thing is to concentrate on the idea.
Back to the book- push it out as quickly as the ideas come to you and we will get it going. It will be a success, a best seller. Do this. We will work on the other projects at a later time.
As to the question, I see.
(Here he gave an answer to a personal question, which I have redacted.)
Keep up your meditations. Focus on the things you want; don’t forget you are drawing them close to you, they are yours, all you have to do is grasp them and make them your own.
That is all.
Notes:
Lord Mammon wanted me to bring an outline of the book to him at the next invocation. I did not write this in my notes, another failing.
He was very enthusiastic about the book, which I found very refreshing and gratifying. Once again, I was surprised by the feedback received from the deity. I never expected him to, for one, thank me for anything, or even less to give me words of encouragement and what amounted to a pat on the back.
He continued to stress the importance of my twice-daily meditations... which should indicate, dear reader, the value of this practice. At the close of this series, I will compile all of his teachings on the subject, as well as other ritual practices in a single post we can reference. But let's continue on this journey for now.
Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Day 11- 12/28/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
Saturday, December 28, 2019. The ritual was performed at my house. Lord Mammon started our interaction with his customary greeting.
I am here.
Let us speak to you of a small matter. When you came to me I did not understand the reason for you seemed satisfied.
I am now a part of you and will help you accomplish all you desire, but you must have a goal set, a pressing need. I have seen your list of goals and they are satisfactory, and can be done, but they need to be refined, clarified, made true.
I would like you to sit down and do that ere we speak again, or bring them to the ritual and we will do it together. That is satisfactory.
You will see them accomplished but fulfill your vows. I will make you great, never fear.
Now this is a question I have for you:
What makes you crave? What makes you need? What is your motivator? Is it Desire, Greed, or Necessity? This will indicate/initiate the path.
The question is the thing. Meditate on the question. That is all.
Notes:
Lord Mammon, in stating that I seemed satisfied, was referencing my dependence on the status quo. This was also symptomatic of my endemic laziness, this inertia of ambition. Never one to NOT choose the path of least resistance, I sat and dreamed of obtaining things that appealed to me, while simultaneously doing nothing to accomplish those goals. This is something that Lord Mammon simply would not allow.
The question he posed me concerning my motivations really made me think. I turned the question over in my mind all day, pondering the three factors: Desire, Greed, or Necessity. Of the three, Necessity appeared to be the least likely motivating factor, as I am in a relatively comfortable place financially. Greed? In my mind, greed holds the distasteful connotation of fiscal selfishness; a hoarder who keeps all the stuff so no one else can have it. Merriam-Webster defines greed as "a selfish and excessive desire for more of something (such as money) than is needed." My goal to be wealthier is motivated more by the desire to also enrich others (especially my family), rather than to be some hoarding despot wallowing in excess like the dragon Smaug upon his mounds of gold.
So, Desire it is. Merriam-Webster: Desire (n) "conscious impulse toward something that promises enjoyment or satisfaction in its attainment." And that, dear reader, answers the question pretty succinctly.
May you attain all that you Desire, o longsuffering Reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
I am here.
Let us speak to you of a small matter. When you came to me I did not understand the reason for you seemed satisfied.
I am now a part of you and will help you accomplish all you desire, but you must have a goal set, a pressing need. I have seen your list of goals and they are satisfactory, and can be done, but they need to be refined, clarified, made true.
I would like you to sit down and do that ere we speak again, or bring them to the ritual and we will do it together. That is satisfactory.
You will see them accomplished but fulfill your vows. I will make you great, never fear.
Now this is a question I have for you:
What makes you crave? What makes you need? What is your motivator? Is it Desire, Greed, or Necessity? This will indicate/initiate the path.
The question is the thing. Meditate on the question. That is all.
Notes:
Lord Mammon, in stating that I seemed satisfied, was referencing my dependence on the status quo. This was also symptomatic of my endemic laziness, this inertia of ambition. Never one to NOT choose the path of least resistance, I sat and dreamed of obtaining things that appealed to me, while simultaneously doing nothing to accomplish those goals. This is something that Lord Mammon simply would not allow.
The question he posed me concerning my motivations really made me think. I turned the question over in my mind all day, pondering the three factors: Desire, Greed, or Necessity. Of the three, Necessity appeared to be the least likely motivating factor, as I am in a relatively comfortable place financially. Greed? In my mind, greed holds the distasteful connotation of fiscal selfishness; a hoarder who keeps all the stuff so no one else can have it. Merriam-Webster defines greed as "a selfish and excessive desire for more of something (such as money) than is needed." My goal to be wealthier is motivated more by the desire to also enrich others (especially my family), rather than to be some hoarding despot wallowing in excess like the dragon Smaug upon his mounds of gold.
So, Desire it is. Merriam-Webster: Desire (n) "conscious impulse toward something that promises enjoyment or satisfaction in its attainment." And that, dear reader, answers the question pretty succinctly.
May you attain all that you Desire, o longsuffering Reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Monday, March 9, 2020
Day 10- 12/27/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
Friday, December 27. I opened with the preliminary ritual and invocation. There was a feeling of anticipation in the air as we began.
I am here. Listen carefully.
I wish you to make a vow at this time, to fully immerse yourself in this working. To give your full attention to the power to be had in completing this working, to be a fit vessel to fulfill the working. Do not be afraid. Will you do this?
Yes.
The vow is: I solemnly swear to maintain my end of the bargain, and promote the Lord Mammon in my work. This will be done in 3 ways; through writing, through speech, and through action/art. This is the only way.
Shall I recite this vow now?
No, just agree to it.
I agree.
Good. Now we move forward. You say you are hungry for knowledge, the deep knowledge, and I will reveal it to you. Take time to read things that I will reveal to you. These ideas will be shown to you in time. The books I reveal will be made manifest to you subtly or in dreams, and you will know that they are of me. I will make all of your dreams manifest.
Do you need proof? In three days I will give you something you want. There will be no doubt. From that time forward, everything will begin to manifest to you in ways you can only imagine, and you will see my hand in it. Keep your vow.
Keep your vow. I know this is not easy. I believe in you.
Hunger and thirst after the thing you want, and you will receive. A deeper teaching is in that statement.
Be strong.
I wish to work something in you again. Lie down.
(At this point, as indicated, he performed another alchemical working in me.)
Notes:
When you make a vow, to anyone, keep your vow. The Black Pylon, both this blog and the Youtube page, are of course works-in-progress for fulfilling this promise I made to Lord Mammon. The action/art part is still pending at this time, but I have some ideas simmering.
I had no idea what gift he would give me. I tried not to let the anticipation of it fill my thoughts too much, or speculate too deeply. Still, I couldn't help being curious.
When he referenced my hunger for the deep knowledge, this was something I had felt earlier that day. I WANTED it. I wanted it to fill my soul. I wanted the nuts and bolts of it, I wanted to reduce it to its simplest parts and devour it. And of course, Lord Mammon has given me much more than I had previously imagined, and he still continues to.
Stay hungry, my friends. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
I am here. Listen carefully.
I wish you to make a vow at this time, to fully immerse yourself in this working. To give your full attention to the power to be had in completing this working, to be a fit vessel to fulfill the working. Do not be afraid. Will you do this?
Yes.
The vow is: I solemnly swear to maintain my end of the bargain, and promote the Lord Mammon in my work. This will be done in 3 ways; through writing, through speech, and through action/art. This is the only way.
Shall I recite this vow now?
No, just agree to it.
I agree.
Good. Now we move forward. You say you are hungry for knowledge, the deep knowledge, and I will reveal it to you. Take time to read things that I will reveal to you. These ideas will be shown to you in time. The books I reveal will be made manifest to you subtly or in dreams, and you will know that they are of me. I will make all of your dreams manifest.
Do you need proof? In three days I will give you something you want. There will be no doubt. From that time forward, everything will begin to manifest to you in ways you can only imagine, and you will see my hand in it. Keep your vow.
Keep your vow. I know this is not easy. I believe in you.
Hunger and thirst after the thing you want, and you will receive. A deeper teaching is in that statement.
Be strong.
I wish to work something in you again. Lie down.
(At this point, as indicated, he performed another alchemical working in me.)
Notes:
When you make a vow, to anyone, keep your vow. The Black Pylon, both this blog and the Youtube page, are of course works-in-progress for fulfilling this promise I made to Lord Mammon. The action/art part is still pending at this time, but I have some ideas simmering.
I had no idea what gift he would give me. I tried not to let the anticipation of it fill my thoughts too much, or speculate too deeply. Still, I couldn't help being curious.
When he referenced my hunger for the deep knowledge, this was something I had felt earlier that day. I WANTED it. I wanted it to fill my soul. I wanted the nuts and bolts of it, I wanted to reduce it to its simplest parts and devour it. And of course, Lord Mammon has given me much more than I had previously imagined, and he still continues to.
Stay hungry, my friends. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Day 9- 12/26/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
I opened with the preliminary ritual as usual.
I am here.
Listen as I tell you of several things. Did the inscription speak to you?
Yes.
Will you make this, the recitation, part of your daily practice?
Yes.
You are doing badly. In (your daily meditations) your focus is on the wrong things.
Focus on things you desire, not things you made yourself want.
Think more on these things and it will happen. I will help you.
Your daily meditations should be powerful and meaningful. Make your intention known to the universe, voice it loudly and with clarity. Push your desires out to the edge of the universe, and let them wash back, feel them wash back.
Your focus should be clear, clear of distractions. I will show you how. Sit.
Open your heart chakra. Send beams of light from it throughout your entire body, fill your body with them. Feel it, then bring your consciousness to a point in front of your eyes, concentrate on that.
Notes:
The remainder of the session was devoted to practicing this meditation technique. It definitely sharpens your focus.
When Lord Mammon chided me for "doing badly," he was referring to something I had started to incorporate into my meditations that day; namely, using the techniques to draw a love interest closer. However, this was ill-advised, and I stopped doing it from that time forward. Not to say it wouldn't have worked, but this was not supposed to be the point of the exercise.
Eyes on the prize. Or better, "prizes." Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Sunday, March 8, 2020
Day 8- 12/25/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
This was Christmas night. I prepared the offerings, and performed the ritual.
I am here.
There is something I that you need to accomplish. Please listen carefully. When you are going home today, find a place, hollow and quiet, and go therein.
Inside, you will find an answer that you seek. When you find it, photograph it and save it.
You will know what it is when you see it. Following that, return home and meditate on this following kundalini exercise. This is a truth you must come to understand.
Afterward sleep, I will speak to you. You are doing well!
Thank you!
We will cover all your questions in due time, we have plenty of time. I know you are anxious about several things, but we will get to them in the time appointed. Please continue to be strong in your magick.
Now for the remainder of the night, I will work through you and assist you. Write out goals and ambitions, as they come to you, and we will work through ways to bring it all to pass. Would you like to see me? Close your eyes and sit.
Notes:
I did not see him at this time. I did not follow directions, opened my eyes, and let my mind wander. I felt my failure in this very keenly.
I was working a midnight shift at that time. When I left work, early in the dark winter morning, I knew exactly where I was supposed to go. This was a very long and deep storm culvert, with a lot of interesting graffiti inscribed on the walls and ceiling. I drove to the area, and walked into the dark tunnel, flashlight in hand. Approaching the mouth of the tunnel, the noise of the freeway roared and whooshed incessantly. When I entered, all noise stopped. It was as close and quiet as an empty house. I walked on in the darkness, my flashlight illuminating the lurid artwork, symbols, and slogans plastered on the concrete surfaces. I walked as it were in a pool of light, the darkness of the tunnel mouths blending with the inner darkness of the tunnel, all dark, all silent, the only sound my footsteps in that cavernous black. Directly in the center of the tunnel, my light fell upon the inscription I was searching for. I recognized it as such, right away. I took the photo, and continued on my journey to the other end of the tunnel. A steel-gray morning encroached on the outside world, but it was still too dark to see much without the flashlight. Never one to flee from darkness, I turned it off and walked back through the black tunnel, guided only by the dim light at the other end.
When I got home, I googled the phrase I had photographed, and it gave me this poem: Our Deepest Fear- Marianne Williamson (disclaimer- I do not own the rights to this poem or the site linked.)
I meditated on this that morning, and slept.
May you shine in your darkness, dear reader. Thank you for reading thus far, and my your day be a pleasant one.
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Day 7- 12/24/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
Day 7 of the 21 day Mammon Invocation cycle fell on Christmas eve. On this occasion, I was at home preparing for the next day, wrapping presents and stuffing stockings for the kids. I performed the invocation after everyone had gone to bed.
I am here. I am in you, I am with you always.
I am glad.
That is good to hear. (Here Mammon paused for a while, without speaking.)
What did you have to tell me, Lord Mammon?
It is this. Thank you, thank you for being true to the path, to the work. Thank you for your steadfastness. I wish only to say thank you and goodnight.
(I was confused. I believe at that point I thought something to the effect of, "does he really mean this?" To which he replied.)
Yes.
Lord Mammon, do you have any parting words of wisdom, before you go?
Continue. I am with you always and will guide and speak to you.
(Then he was suddenly, completely gone. I found myself kneeling there for a few minutes, just looking at the candle flame as it flickered, wondering what just happened.)
Notes:
Even as I write this now, I feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for what he did on this date. Essentially, Lord Mammon gave me his own version of a Christmas gift on this date. A very short yet profound message of encouragement! And then sent me to bed to enjoy Christmas morning with my family. I was not expecting this in the least, but afterwards, when I had reconciled the "What just happened?" feeling, I was overwhelmed by intense gratitude for the deity. As a matter of fact, I still am.
Yes, Satanists celebrate Christmas. I personally love the aesthetic and the traditions that come with it, and it's fun for the kids. Hey, even the Whos down in Whoville celebrated Christmas! And maybe I am the Grinch who steals Christmas from the Christians, but at least I wear pants. You can call me Clark Griswald.
Ho ho ho! Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
I am here. I am in you, I am with you always.
I am glad.
That is good to hear. (Here Mammon paused for a while, without speaking.)
What did you have to tell me, Lord Mammon?
It is this. Thank you, thank you for being true to the path, to the work. Thank you for your steadfastness. I wish only to say thank you and goodnight.
(I was confused. I believe at that point I thought something to the effect of, "does he really mean this?" To which he replied.)
Yes.
Lord Mammon, do you have any parting words of wisdom, before you go?
Continue. I am with you always and will guide and speak to you.
(Then he was suddenly, completely gone. I found myself kneeling there for a few minutes, just looking at the candle flame as it flickered, wondering what just happened.)
Notes:
Even as I write this now, I feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for what he did on this date. Essentially, Lord Mammon gave me his own version of a Christmas gift on this date. A very short yet profound message of encouragement! And then sent me to bed to enjoy Christmas morning with my family. I was not expecting this in the least, but afterwards, when I had reconciled the "What just happened?" feeling, I was overwhelmed by intense gratitude for the deity. As a matter of fact, I still am.
Yes, Satanists celebrate Christmas. I personally love the aesthetic and the traditions that come with it, and it's fun for the kids. Hey, even the Whos down in Whoville celebrated Christmas! And maybe I am the Grinch who steals Christmas from the Christians, but at least I wear pants. You can call me Clark Griswald.
Ho ho ho! Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Saturday, March 7, 2020
Day 6- 12/23/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
I began the ritual on the date the same as the other days. After laying out the offerings, I began to circumambulate while reciting his enn, when:
I am here.
(I stopped a second, unsure if I had heard right, then began again...)
I AM HERE.
(At this point I stopped, and repeated what he had said as a question.)
You are here?
Yes.
(At this point I felt he wanted me to forgo my customary preparatory steps, but I had to make sure.)
Would you like me to still perform the invocation proper?
Yes.
(I proceeded to the center of the circle and began. When the last syllable of the invocation was spoken, Lord Mammon wasted no time.)
Listen and I will tell you of many things.
I come to you out of peace and love. I am many things to many people but to you I am Master, Slave, Servant.
I am Master in that you came to me asking for things.
Slave to the function of Monetary machinations, to Gold, the abundance of Wealth, to the power and knowledge of what is and what can be. There is so much, so much out there in the world, the Universe that can serve thee, but you must keep the pathways open and receive, always receive the ebb and flow of wealth and blessing, of abundance. It is always within your grasp, but you must take hold.
You say you are a slave? (This was a difficult concept for me to grasp.)
Slave to the process, to the wheel. The circle widens, the circle constricts, there is no beginning or end to it. It is a neverending flow and ebb, and it always returns to the beginning. You will see it come around.
And you are a servant?
I am serving as your mentor, am I not? I am serving the underlying span of things, the material world. I show you where to go to find your desire. In this I am a servant.
(Then he told me to sit up and look forward. My eyes were drawn to the totem on the altar, the bowl with the rose, illuminated by the golden candlelight.)
What do you see?
(I went through a list of things in my mind, refractions, reflections, the candlelight gleaming through the water, the glow of the entire object.)
Look harder. See the water, the flower inside, the glowing light, the bowl. What do you notice about the bowl?
(I looked at the bowl, intuitively feeling the nature of the bowl. The bowl is a container, a container is meant to hold substances, the substances must enter and exit via...)
It is open on top.
Yes, open to the air. The water is pushing the air, pressing against the air, accepting the air, the fact of the air. The water pushes up against the air, and the air pushes down against the water.
Is this a metaphysical concept?
Yes, partly.
Like, the air is thought and the water is emotion? (I was thinking in terms of the classical elemental attributions.)
Partly yes, but the water is also reality, that we are immersed in. The air is the outer unseen world, and the flower is you, the material, which is immersed in both mediums. It is a metaphor, a symbol, of life; and it is beautiful, it is glorious. This is why I told you to call it a “Celebration of Life” if anyone asked.
Water is the void, the known and the unknown. Air is the possibility, the expectation, the intangible. Even though it is unseen, it exerts pressure on the water, as the water exerts pressure on the air. Air is necessary to life, for an air-breather, for a water breather the symbology is reversed. But not here.
I will meditate upon this.
Good!
(At that time, Lord Mammon told me to lie down so he could work a transformation in me. He said a part of him would stay in me because of it. When he was done, he simply said “Farewell” and was immediately gone.)
Notes:
I felt buzzy and odd after the transformation working. I cannot describe the feeling, other than "buzzy," in the bee sense rather than the alcohol sense, throughout my physical being. I ate some dinner to try to come down a bit, but still felt that feeling in a diminished sense throughout the night.
The knowledge that Lord Mammon imparted to me on this occasion was much more esoteric than the previous times. I leave it to the reader to make his own determination as to the nature of this wisdom, suffice it to say, I have my own personal interpretation. For this I am truly grateful.
May you, dear reader, find your equilibrium in the Trinity That Resideth in All Things. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
I am here.
(I stopped a second, unsure if I had heard right, then began again...)
I AM HERE.
(At this point I stopped, and repeated what he had said as a question.)
You are here?
Yes.
(At this point I felt he wanted me to forgo my customary preparatory steps, but I had to make sure.)
Would you like me to still perform the invocation proper?
Yes.
(I proceeded to the center of the circle and began. When the last syllable of the invocation was spoken, Lord Mammon wasted no time.)
Listen and I will tell you of many things.
I come to you out of peace and love. I am many things to many people but to you I am Master, Slave, Servant.
I am Master in that you came to me asking for things.
Slave to the function of Monetary machinations, to Gold, the abundance of Wealth, to the power and knowledge of what is and what can be. There is so much, so much out there in the world, the Universe that can serve thee, but you must keep the pathways open and receive, always receive the ebb and flow of wealth and blessing, of abundance. It is always within your grasp, but you must take hold.
You say you are a slave? (This was a difficult concept for me to grasp.)
Slave to the process, to the wheel. The circle widens, the circle constricts, there is no beginning or end to it. It is a neverending flow and ebb, and it always returns to the beginning. You will see it come around.
And you are a servant?
I am serving as your mentor, am I not? I am serving the underlying span of things, the material world. I show you where to go to find your desire. In this I am a servant.
(Then he told me to sit up and look forward. My eyes were drawn to the totem on the altar, the bowl with the rose, illuminated by the golden candlelight.)
What do you see?
(I went through a list of things in my mind, refractions, reflections, the candlelight gleaming through the water, the glow of the entire object.)
Look harder. See the water, the flower inside, the glowing light, the bowl. What do you notice about the bowl?
(I looked at the bowl, intuitively feeling the nature of the bowl. The bowl is a container, a container is meant to hold substances, the substances must enter and exit via...)
It is open on top.
Yes, open to the air. The water is pushing the air, pressing against the air, accepting the air, the fact of the air. The water pushes up against the air, and the air pushes down against the water.
Is this a metaphysical concept?
Yes, partly.
Like, the air is thought and the water is emotion? (I was thinking in terms of the classical elemental attributions.)
Partly yes, but the water is also reality, that we are immersed in. The air is the outer unseen world, and the flower is you, the material, which is immersed in both mediums. It is a metaphor, a symbol, of life; and it is beautiful, it is glorious. This is why I told you to call it a “Celebration of Life” if anyone asked.
Water is the void, the known and the unknown. Air is the possibility, the expectation, the intangible. Even though it is unseen, it exerts pressure on the water, as the water exerts pressure on the air. Air is necessary to life, for an air-breather, for a water breather the symbology is reversed. But not here.
I will meditate upon this.
Good!
(At that time, Lord Mammon told me to lie down so he could work a transformation in me. He said a part of him would stay in me because of it. When he was done, he simply said “Farewell” and was immediately gone.)
Notes:
I felt buzzy and odd after the transformation working. I cannot describe the feeling, other than "buzzy," in the bee sense rather than the alcohol sense, throughout my physical being. I ate some dinner to try to come down a bit, but still felt that feeling in a diminished sense throughout the night.
The knowledge that Lord Mammon imparted to me on this occasion was much more esoteric than the previous times. I leave it to the reader to make his own determination as to the nature of this wisdom, suffice it to say, I have my own personal interpretation. For this I am truly grateful.
May you, dear reader, find your equilibrium in the Trinity That Resideth in All Things. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Sunday, March 1, 2020
Day 5- 12/22/2019 (21 Day Mammon Invocation)
On this date, I was undergoing some personal issues. I was distracted, and my mind was wandering as I began the ritual. Setting out the offerings, lighting the candles, the circumambulation, the incantation, all done mechanically and by rote until the ritual was complete. Lord Mammon was having none of it, this displeased him. I could feel that he had arrived, but he was not fully present with me.
Again. (The vision in my mind was of him shaking his head, and rolling his finger in the "do over" gesture.)
Perform the ritual again?
Yes.
(Lesson learned. I performed the ritual again, this time fully concentrating.)
I am here.
I wish to speak to you of things that you are lacking.
You need more empathy in your life toward those that you know. If you choose to be a more empathetic person, you will find that life flows your blessings to you.
This is the way: Take time each day and tell a person close to you how much they mean to you. How much you appreciate them in your life. Touch them on the arm when you say this. Mean it, feel it deep inside of you. This is the way to open the flow, the floodgates to wealth and happiness. Look them in their eyes and be true. That is the way.
You are lacking spirit, drive, ambition. What do you want to accomplish? Do it. Push your ambitions forward out of the darkness of your thoughts and accomplish them. I will help you in this. Push them. Motivate yourself. Motivation is what you lack.
Lord Mammon, you see my thoughts.
Yes.
You see my fear?
It is inconsequential. It will pass.
I do believe you. I trust you.
Good. You will succeed.
Now, the final thing you lack is support. I will build you pathways of structure to hold you up. Recognize them and acknowledge me. Use them, they are yours.
Lord Mammon, how will I recognize them?
You will see my hand. That is all for now, good night.
(He then left very abruptly, like turning off a light.)
Notes:
When you commit yourself to something, anything, giving any less than your best effort is almost as worthless as never beginning. I was the one who ostensibly wished to initiate contact, but my lackluster effort indicated otherwise. I am grateful that he permitted me a chance to redeem myself; I appreciate his pragmatism.
The injunction to be more empathetic caught me off guard. An extremely powerful multidimensional entity, who some would call a "demon," was telling me I needed to be kinder and more empathetic toward people in my life? This was truly unexpected; but once again, Lord Mammon exposed the hidden core of me, that core of self-centeredness that always served to isolate the people I loved from me.
May you be awash in kindness, dear reader, may it flow to and from your beautiful soul. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
Again. (The vision in my mind was of him shaking his head, and rolling his finger in the "do over" gesture.)
Perform the ritual again?
Yes.
(Lesson learned. I performed the ritual again, this time fully concentrating.)
I am here.
I wish to speak to you of things that you are lacking.
You need more empathy in your life toward those that you know. If you choose to be a more empathetic person, you will find that life flows your blessings to you.
This is the way: Take time each day and tell a person close to you how much they mean to you. How much you appreciate them in your life. Touch them on the arm when you say this. Mean it, feel it deep inside of you. This is the way to open the flow, the floodgates to wealth and happiness. Look them in their eyes and be true. That is the way.
You are lacking spirit, drive, ambition. What do you want to accomplish? Do it. Push your ambitions forward out of the darkness of your thoughts and accomplish them. I will help you in this. Push them. Motivate yourself. Motivation is what you lack.
Lord Mammon, you see my thoughts.
Yes.
You see my fear?
It is inconsequential. It will pass.
I do believe you. I trust you.
Good. You will succeed.
Now, the final thing you lack is support. I will build you pathways of structure to hold you up. Recognize them and acknowledge me. Use them, they are yours.
Lord Mammon, how will I recognize them?
You will see my hand. That is all for now, good night.
(He then left very abruptly, like turning off a light.)
Notes:
When you commit yourself to something, anything, giving any less than your best effort is almost as worthless as never beginning. I was the one who ostensibly wished to initiate contact, but my lackluster effort indicated otherwise. I am grateful that he permitted me a chance to redeem myself; I appreciate his pragmatism.
The injunction to be more empathetic caught me off guard. An extremely powerful multidimensional entity, who some would call a "demon," was telling me I needed to be kinder and more empathetic toward people in my life? This was truly unexpected; but once again, Lord Mammon exposed the hidden core of me, that core of self-centeredness that always served to isolate the people I loved from me.
May you be awash in kindness, dear reader, may it flow to and from your beautiful soul. Thank you for reading thus far, and I hope your day is a pleasant one.
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